a letter to j

I'm stressed about my classes and my job, but I also feel distant from my friends. They all live in the same building so they hang out without me often. I know it makes sense but it still hurts. I've also been getting upset a lot faster lately and I'm not sure why. I miss home a lot too. I'm just struggling in a lot of areas and feel like I'm lacking the support I need.

dear j,

i see myself in you and i cannot assure you that this is a good thing.

involuntary isolation comes with so much more than just hurt pride and empty notifications. do you ever fantasize about infesting their building with pests so they all end up moving to different places?

i am known for asking a lot (maybe too many) questions, but i also want to know if you rely on fiction for the support that the people in your life fail to give you. i hear fae smut really helps us lonely souls. let me know if you ever give that a go.